I just tried to get into Armchair chat and couldn't. Is anybody even there?
Yesterday, all I did, all day, was study. I was *so* good. I'm not only caught up, I'm ahead of the reading. Considering the fact that my last 2 semesters in the music school I literally had to be dragged by my friends to classes, most of which I still managed to skip, and never even attempted to study, this is something I'm kind of afraid is too good to last. I keep expecting to wake up and think 'what's the use?' and start skipping all my classes. That's what it was like for me for a while. I mean, there's a reason I took time off and called it a recuperation period, but it's been so long since I was the kind of diligent student that got A's in everything that I'm not sure what to make of all this. So I'm studying and hoping nothing changes. Of course, today, I had to go blow it by wasting most of the day. I mean, I watched a few movies and tried--oh, god, the trying--to finish my Lit Challenge fic for isilya. And I got nowhere. So now I am feeling morose, despondent, and unproductive. It really sucks when you can't get inspired to finish a fic. I keep putting off writing LUW which I really *want* to write because I'm supposed to have all this other stuff done first. So naturally I don't get any of it done, and then I mope. Like I'm doing now. Fuck, pay no attention to this. I should just go somewhere and read about Britten.
Those of you who are hearing back from Nimbus, are you getting your panel verdicts by email or regular mail?????
Maya, anyone, more H/D right about now would be lovely....
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